beliving is seeing

As soon as you make a choice , you will oreinted to it,as soon as you make a choice and act on it.
Are you doing what excite you most in your life? Uh… yes. Some what, I thought that perhaps, well you having the hot line. Me? You have one too you know.i know but there is some interference in my line obviously . obviously it is not obviously at all to me. I guess I am not just getting the messages clearly to assistant my getting out of the () what I ‘ve seen like you. Decisions and activities in my life that doesn’t seem to be a direction …… are you doing at any given moment the thing that excites you the most that you are capable of doing at that moment. Or are you waiting for something better to come along before you act. Are you invalidating the thing that excite you the moment because they seem in that sense frivolous , and not connected to things you think you want to do on the surface? Well I seem to have an m.o of doing too much in life at times on trying to pull back from that and allowed more . what do you want to do ? what is the thing that excites you most ?and are you doing all these other things because you don’t believe you can do the things that excites you? And you feel you have to do a lot of busy work in order to get youself to a point where you can do the thing that excites you? Does something excite you? What is it? Okay there is a move that I want to do to the west side of town , all right. And there seems to be a lot of activity that’s getting me nowhere with that. Why do you want to move. Because I don’t want where I move in . all right, what do you want to do in life? What excites you? Besides the idea of the move. Well my career excites me. Which excites you more? The career or the move? Well , the career. Well, then why are you focused on the move which is only one of the detail that will follow the pace automatically when you acted upon the things that excites you the most. Well, see that’s what I don’t have a lot of trust in, because I don’t see how I am pursuing my career is gonna that about. Why not ? I just don’t see that. Why not ? may I ask you a question, would you like to see it that way ? sure. Then see it that way. Beliving is seeing , not the other way around, you have to believe it before you will see it .but if you believe it , you will see it , I gurantee it. Well isn’t there any kind of living many manifestation that can happen along the way to give the faith or that. Yes , in a sense there are but again they also take believing is seeing , you have to take the first step.before you see it change in theory. Otherwise if you don’t move nothing will change around you apparently. You will stay quote and quote , where you have always been until you take the first step , but I am changing my belief system . all right but you have expressed the reluctance to trust that you can change it as quickly as you wish to. Not believing , or not willing to believe, that if you simply act upon what excites you the most all the other details will take care of themselves automatically to allow you to continue to do what excites you most . if doing what excites you most requires , that you’ll be in a living situation that allowed you to be happier than where you are now then it will automatically have to be attracted to your life otherwise you won’t be able to do what excites you the most. And that won’t happen that way . act upon what you are capable of acting on in what excites you the most and all the details the circumstances the situations the relationships that have to be there to support you in what excites you the most will come to you and then all you have to do is act on it when they come because you’ll recognize it when they come and it won’t be a difficult decision .understand? yeah I think I’m just sensing some blockage in that thought you might be able to … but blockage is only unwillingness to move in the direction that actually most obvious. That is all the blockage is , it is lack of trust , that’s it. That is all a blockage is none of you ever have any real blocks. It is simply a lack of willingness to believe that what you really know is what you really know . plain and simple. You are more willing to complicate it and say there must be something that I am missing , it can’t be that easy , it can’t be that simple . it can’t work together , it can’t () , one thing doesn’t fit into another doesn’t appear to be connected , I can’t do this that automatically have that. Why not why not why not? All these things that you are saying are merely assumptions . they are really beliefs you have been taught. They have no more fundemental reality or solidity than any thing else. You can decide what system of interconnected creative reality you prefer to believe in and that’s the one of the work for you. All beliefs generate their own self-perpetuating system of support. That’s why they are all true ,they are all real , they are all work . it is simply that when individuals upon your planet in the past have found one particular system works for them they create the assumption that therefore that’s the only system that works , forgetting completely that before that they found that system another system works for them just as well. And realizing then that all systems work when you believe in them , you can then appreciate the fact that different systems are simply different expressions of the same one all that is. Manifesting itself at all the different that it can . so when you define definitions definitions definitions when you define the system you prefer and act like you believe it will works just as valid as any other system you lived in that you have created . it will work for you just as stronly as any other system , and you don’t have to say well the other system havn’t worked for me yes, they have . because what you get with negative belief is a negative working system. So when you say well I don’t believe I’m capable of this or I believe this will not happen , that’s what you get. Something that does not work that does not happen . you get absolute 100% reflection of what you believe in most strongly . so when you change your believe, you will change the apparatus , the mechanism by which you create your reality , and you will get that feedback I gurantee it. Yes I know it’s a matter of trust , but if you know it’s a matter of a trust, then simply saying it’s a matter of trust and all acting as if you believe that then it’s simply an excuse. Because if you know you have a habbit , it’s no longer a habbit . it’s just an excuse. Understand? I guess. What is not clear? I guess I’m changing my belief system but I still don’t see the menifestation . don’t put an expectation of the way you think you ought to see it . let it come in a way that it will come along the path of least resistance , because you don’t necessasrily have the analytical ability to understand all the way that It could come. And when you focus on on way where you think it should come , you shot all the other doors through which it might come quicker . understand? Open up, that’s what trust all about. Saying all right all right , this is what I believe I need , but this is what really excites me , so if I act upon what really excites me in any way shape of form that I can , I will trust that all the other circumstances that I really need to be allowed to be continued to act upon what excites me the most in highest ecstasy will fall into place make themselves obvious and then I will simply act upon them when they occurred even if they are not what I originally expected. Don’t you want some surprise in your life? True, I have surprise everyday, allright, let them be positive surprises by allowing yourself to recognize and if you simply move in the direction of what excites you the most ,all the ingredients will fall into place to allow to continue in that same direction. Understand? It does work , it’s a simple mechanism , but you have to trust it, believe in it, and act upon it, before you will alow yourself to see it work , but it will work I gurantee it , there are no exceptions not even you. Okay, thank you. One moment remember that for many of you, in exploring what your beliefs are, that is also, as you say critical to use the situation you are creating to get in touch with what you believe that created the situation you are in . and allow yourself to understand whether or not it is an issue of believing that you deserve that things can change . for many of these things you have given in your unconscious and subconscious-self you have created unconscious and subconscious-self to buy these things within. So whatever process you are going through now, it is giving you the time to discover all the things within yourself so that you can then have a complete enough definition of what you are doing so that then if you don’t prefer it , you will have a complete enough definition to change into one that you do prefer.